Most of the men who planned to go had been an informal veterans group for years before that, but they needed to have money in the bank to be able to m...ke the trip, and organizing gave them tax-free status. There were several pledges made for money, which Frank Matson at the Spearfish lake State Savings Bank had agreed to cover, and Kate Ellsberg, with a little pressure from her husband, had agreed to the Donna Clark Memorial Foundation chipping in a good share. Though the post had taken over. ?This family has accepted me for who I am. Why can?t you??Marilyn?s face was as red as any face I had seen. Even redder than myfather?s had been when Danny had run into his precious pickup with a skidsteer loader. The volcano that was Mount Marilyn exploded. ?Why youpathetic little freak! You can not speak to me that way! Where does alittle fairy get off on talking to me that way!? Before I could evenrespond, another man stepped forward to stop Marilyn?s assault. This wasa man I knew. Ken called around 9 pm , I could tell he had a few drinks and was horny , he kept asking when I would be over and telling me how much he wanted to fuck my boy pussy with his hard cock . The more explicit he became my need to be a sissy slut and satisfy the taboo and forbidden urges fueled my lustful desire to be used . He was ready and so was Kathy . Looking in the mirror I was surprised how much I looked like a younger Jill . I was wearing her black and red lace bra an panties , the garter. I actually wanted to tell you the same thing. I feel like I have to move on," my voice cracked, and I began again, "it hurts, I will never stop loving Ryan, but I need intimacy with another person. The last two months I have had a nagging feeling that Ryan was pointing me towards you, but I didn't know how to tell you."He grabbed my hand under the table, squeezing it to show he understood the pain. I excused myself from the table and got up and went to the ladies room. I cleaned myself up, and.