I was right on the verge of grabbing her some tissue when she said, “It’s what I deserve. I’m a filthy slut.” Then she sniffled to keep her no...e from dribbling. “I want you to use me.”“Baby...” I began.Her voice took on a hard, harsh edge. “Just do it. Throw me on the fucking bed and take what you fucking want. Come on. What are you waiting for? You know it’s what I am. I’m a whore. Make me your whore.”I tried to slip back into character, but seeing the evidence of how I’d already abused her. She would become the child I’d always wanted.We made plans for the holiday period, although it’s more accurate to say that Lyn made plans with her mother, and I fit around them. After a lot of thought, I decided that when Big Ben tolled in the new millennium was the time I would propose. We would be at a party hosted by some work friends of Lyn but I was sure that I could drag her away somewhere quiet.I bought an expensive solitaire in white gold, something that I knew Lyn preferred, and. The reason Shelly knew a girlnamed Alex was the result of a dirty trick not some divine plan. Therewas no higher power or benevolent overseer. The world was a fucked upplace filled with fucked up people working toward a fucked up end wherewe'd blow ourselves the fuck up."Did I say something to offend you?" Her face took on a questioningexpression. "Is there something I don't know?" No, I was just thinking about what you said." lied the compassionateAlex, the one that was a sucker for sob. Tell me that you'll follow orders or we go home right now." I'll follow, just let me go in and see what's waiting for us. I'll come back and we'll make a plan or I'll wave you in. Trust me I have a knack for this kind of work." I understated my abilities hoping not to explain anymore than I had to. I intended to simply walk up and shit-smack any sentry I met."Just be quick and damn certain. This is a civilian operation and I don't want any innocent people hurt."I drove the remaining distance to.