I am literally eating shit." That's right," Darbie said under her breath, where no one could hear her. "You are. Now, actually eat it."Arianna shot an...innocent smile at the camera, cheeks puffing at a held giggle as she sent looks at her girl friends around her. They were all halfway to tears, as if in on the most hilarious joke. The pure-hearted. church girl redhead looked back at her phone lens, smiling with smugly raised brows. "Now, I'm going to actually eat it."And without further ado she. ??? ? ? ? ? ?In the huge kitchen there were five bags of garbage piled. ??? ? ? ? ? ?"Empty out this garbage, just throw it in the dumpsters. Oh, you better sort through it to make sure the recycles are separate. You don't mind, do you? Then after you finish that, meet me out front on the circle drive"?? ? ? ? ? ? ?Matt actually expected Paul to sort through his garbage. ?Paul shook his head. His hair fell across his forehead. he scratched his head and ?got to work. He had thought about this. Even if she wasn't making love with him I knew she was fantasizing about him while we made love. Then the comment about the canoe trip hit me. Remember last summer when we switched canoes and then got separated? You and I had the camp completely set up and were worrying about Ryan and Emily when they finally arrived. They told us they swamped their canoe and spent nearly an hour finding the equipment that dumped from it."After that night, I began calling Emily at work more and there were many. I tried to calm him down by telling him that I could never let another man have her, but he was having none of it. Then one night I told Alex it might be best if we stop chatting with one another. He was getting more involved than I had ever thought, and I began to worry that he couldn't judge the difference of fantasy from reality. He was none too happy with my decision to cut off ties with him, and he accused me of just using him for my own excitement. In a way he was right, and I did use him.