Nobody seemed to mind me sitting in the background and just observing.Reality was that women scared the shit out of me. I had never had the confidence...in myself to interact with women. I’d had a few dates in high school but they were always initiated by the girls. I got my first handjob and first blowjob in my last few months of school. It was incredible and I knew that I wanted more, I just needed a way to get the confidence to approach and interact with women. With my new look I thought that. That’s pretty interesting. I planned to see if she could find correlations between your buying public and your tour dates. I wanted to see if you make more money in merchandising sales by touring in the winter as opposed to summer and that sort of thing.”Liz offered her half smile and took my hand again.“That’s an interesting question,” she said. “I’ve never had anyone break down my sales by season. I know I tend to do the warm-weather cities in the summer and the cold-weather cities in the. ‘Ah.. Well.. It was fun.’ I thought to myself. I wrapped my arms around her legs and back and gently picked her up and walked towards her room. As I laid her down on her bed, I figured that the dress was a bit snug, so I felt around for a bra strap through the dress fabric. If she was wearing a bra, it was a safe bet that she’d been wearing panties, too. I didn’t feel one so I gently started pulling the sheets over her. But then I smelt something. I looked at Erin and hoped she wouldn’t feel. Jeryl sat down in shock as Jerry stepped in and pulled Janet back.Jeryl looked daggers at her mother. “Now you think you can beat your ideas into me?” I saw the tear on her cheek and squeezed her hand.Janet started to speak but Jerry shushed her. “I think you both need to cool down. Paul, why don’t you go home for now? Please?”I nodded. Jeryl stood with me and gave me a hug and a kiss. “I love you,” I whispered in her ear. “I’ll always love you.”“I love you, too. And I’m done hiding it from.