About to reply, she was stopped when the waiter came to get their drink orders. Isaac ordered a rum and coke, but Holly decided to just go with water....hen the waiter left, Isaac repeated the question, while careful not to be too pushy. “Please, I want to know more about you.”“Well… uh… Like I said before, there were a lot of other kids, about two-dozen boys and girls. I actually never spent much time with the boys, the boys and girls were almost always divided up. I believe I told you the. Maybe it was the fact that his organ was external, exposed, and vulnerable. Knowing how much a blow could hurt, a guy was just naturally protective of it. The thought of permanent harm or even amputation was too horrible to contemplate, but always in the back of every man's mind.Maybe it was the fact that an exposed penis was a public meter of a man's state of sexual arousal. He was supposed to be in control. Showing any swelling was a sign of vulnerability, and the fear of a sudden hardon was. It's really ragged. Maybe she'll come from the act and spare me further humiliation. It goes on, for how long, I don't know. I'm trying not to think, not to come.Once she was done, I was in a full flood of tears. I sometimes think she's a dacryphiliac, someone who gets turned on by tears, so I don't hold back with the crying. Another thing to feel humiliated about, crying isn't something a man should do. Even a Gen-Xer like me thinks that. She examined her handy work and seemed pleased. She was. ”Including Blake’s mom into the conversation, even though only briefly, helped Josh to relax. Blake wasn’t such a bad guy.“Blake! Josh! Get cleaned up for dinner.” It was Mrs. Cox.Blake stood up and pointed to Blake’s attached bathroom. Blake had his own private bathroom. “Go ahead and use that one. I’ll meet you out in the dining room. It’s just off the living room.”Josh walked into the bathroom as Blake left into the hallway. After using the toilet, Josh washed his hands and briefly looked.