You made me feel so cheap. You said I wasn’t a proper lady at all. And now, you have the gall to make fun of me because I believed you. Well, as far...as I’m concerned, you can just keep right on paying whores to suck your cock, because I won’t ever do it again!’ She would have risen in a huff, but Brian held her wrists firmly in his hands. When she refused to stop struggling, he rolled to pin her beneath him. ‘Get off of me, you cad! I don’t want to have anything else to do with you. I hate. I dived headlong into one school project after another. The drama clubs seemed to get into my blood; I ended up performing in plays at two different Catholic grammar schools, and even landed the part of a young kid in a play at the prestigious Christian Brothers High School. And I had a brief stint at our Little League, which fit well into the world of my parents. But my athletic career was cut short by the long bus rides to and from rehearsals at Christian Brothers. That trip was necessary. ' You must serve me fully, Miranda, ' the instructions began. Somehow heknew her name. ' Your body is not my prize, it is your soul. I hold your symbolsof submission with me now. You have given these freely to me, but there isone more symbol which you must give freely. ' ' Do not guess. You will know the symbol by the end of this evening. By then,you will know how truly you have become my slut. I know the lust that burnsin your soul. You crave humiliation, degradation, abuse, and submission.. I HATED the movie of my life as Ross... ... until... ... the moment Hazel killed Ross all over again.As a viewer, instead of a participant I saw things that slipped by me the first time, in real time. When Hazel dragged Ross from the car and into the grocery store, she looked all around, searching the lot for something, or someone, before committing herself to going in.She kept looking around until something caught her eye, and then an evil smile overrode her ‘public’ face. Once I understood.