I knew intellectually that Ihad been her but at the same time that didn?t make any sense because Ihad a head full of real memories of my life as Pam.W...rse, I was having trouble recalling the detail of the body-swap dream.I knew there were five words to say to effect a transference but Icouldn?t quite remember what they were.That filled me with a blunt-edged despair.I could only hope that Rose remembered them, but at the same time Icouldn?t believe that she would ever give up her beauty and. After a few minutes, the door to the back rooms open."John?" You drop the magazine, stand up and follow a pretty young female assistant into an examination room."How are you feeling, today, John?" she says as she leafs through your chart."OK, Doc. Just here for a routine physical." You reply as you hop up onto the examination bench. "Allright, let's just get some of your specs!" she says. She instructs you to take off your shoes and stand on a scale with your back to the wall. You can't help. " now before we turn on the lights so you can see what we have done sofar, I will warn you, if I hear so much as a word from your mouth Iwill castrate you here and now. So, close your eyes and once thelights are on, slowly open them as and when you are accustomed to thelight."It took me some time to open my eyes and be able to focus, when Ifinally did, I saw the floor length mirror in front of me and it tookall my strength not to cry out, though tears did start to fall from myeyes.The first. The woman, approximately my age, was curious. She stopped in the middle of the lube job she was doing and walked over to me."Something I can do for you, mister?" Naw ... just lookin' around." Nothin' much to see here," she said idly as she walked back to the lube rack.I watched her for a few minutes, wondering just how much she knew and if she could be counted on to do a job properly. Women weren't usually found in service bays. And her appearance? I would never allow her to look like that in.