He lit a cigarette and shook his head. I could tell he was upset. “Ok, I won’t wear it, I’ll find something else to wear,” I said. “Good gir.... Now bring that dress back to the store and find something more respectable,” he said. “Ok, I will,” I replied. I lied. The following Friday was the night of the big dance. As promised, Liu didn’t go and I had to go alone. Since what he didn’t know won’t him, I wore my dress to the dance. I got a lot of attention from the guys. Some wanted, some not, but. . Yes.” I had a home, friends, lovers, art ... It was all I’d ever wanted.“Well, that’s something anyway,” he said. He shook his head. “Frankly, I’m a little disappointed.”He could have punched me in the face and I’d been less surprised. Even Dr. Robinson seemed taken aback as she looked at Dr. Lowenstein. Morgan tensed as if she were going to pounce at him.“I ... um ... what...” For two years I’d been conquering my fears and inability to talk to people. I’d made friends. In five words, I was. By tomorrow night, you'llbe ready to be screwed, and every two or three nights after that aswell." But I'm not -" I started to say that I wasn't gay, but that would havesounded rather stupid given my present sex. It wasn't gay for someonewith a body like mine to be attracted to men, but I wasn't. I was stillattracted to women, at least from an intellectual standpoint. Did thatmake me a lesbian? "I'm not attracted to men," I managed to finish."No," he said as he left, "but you will be."As the. "I felt my heart pounding funny. I asked him what he meant by that. He told me that he wasn't going to get me implants if he didn't think I needed them. I slid my shirt over my head and stood there with him gazing at my tits. He walked around me thoughtfully. He stared for the longest time. My nipples hardened from the cool air. Daddy walked over to his favorite chair and took a long shaky breath. He called me over to him.I started to grab my shirt and he said, "Leave it. " I walked over to him.