And gradually the alcohol started to do it’s work, dulling the pain as it dulled my brain. Sleepy from the booze and lack of sleep, I settled into a...routine. Read a couple of pages. Lose the thread and look out the window in despair. Drink a measure too large. Start reading again. The pattern repeated again and again, only broken by the need to top-up the glass every few minutes. The more the pattern repeated, the sleepier I became, until finally, I felt my eyelids start to close with the. I still wish he had gone a bit bigger on the tits, though. What was so hard about mounting her with just a little more to get her up to F-cups, anyway?Anyway, I grabbed her arm and headed out the door. The club Kristi had selected was about two blocks away, just around the corner. She and Jess had gotten there about an hour earlier and grabbed a good table near the dance floor. Kristi had sent me a text that everything was set, except that she and Jess were having to fend off the usual. I realized that the sexy looking operator was not with the group that left for the beach, there were about 15-20 people that stayed behind. I had guzzled about 3 bottles of beer by then, and was desperately in the mood for a pee. I went to the men’s bedroom upstairs, the loo was locked. I taped asked whose inside it was one of my friends doing a big job and was going to take some time. Desperately wanting to pee I went into the woman’s bedroom which was empty at that time, rushed into the loo. I tried to be the best wife I could be for you, sexually and every other way. I won't lie John, I enjoyed the outside sex every time. I love sex and I love variety and it has all been good. I somehow didn't feel what I was doing was wrong because you never did without anything from me. I know society doesn't see it that way but I do." Good, I am glad you enjoyed it but I think you are stalling Peg."She blushed and dropped her eyes. "Can I tell it my way, from the beginning?" Sure but I want.