” They were really shocked.Then I just removed my t-shirt and jeans to take a bath. The bathroom was just outside the house.I went inside the bathro...m and removed my t-shirt and jeans and took bath. One of the boys got me hot water.I wore a slip-skirt (which revealed my thighs) and a spaghetti top as no one was around apart from the boys. I put my shrug on. As I was drying my hair, one boy arrived with the beer. I told him to put it on the stool.At one side of my room, there was a single-cot. “Oh no problem, but I do have some concerns. This is an auto parts store and you don't have any experience. whats to stop me from hiring one of the other male applicants who know their way around a Mustang?"She cocked her head, obviously not understanding."A Sports car Ella." I smiled.Ella's face went bright red with shame and she looked away. Her defeated expression filled me with fuel and I pushed on."You can at least provide a high school diploma or proof of going to school right? I mean a. I carried on and then he kissed me on the cheek, and I just looked at him. He turned away and said "Sorry, you probably think I'm really weird now, don't you?" I said "No," and laughed but it was slightly awkward for a while.I broke the silence by telling him that I actually quite liked it. I thought I'd instantly regret saying that, but instead he leaned in toward me and kissed me on the mouth, got up and locked the door. He turned back towards me and smiled. He lowered his ripped black. I puked, hard. Instantly so afraid that maybe I was pregnant too. But nope, the test said no. Thank god! I laid back on my bed and stared at the ceiling. The tv was on but I didn’t hear it. I couldn’t stop my mind from going over the events of that night again, and again, and again, and again. For as sick as it makes me, I did go along, I wanted to know what it felt like to be drunk, to be high, to be . . . . fucked. It was about four weeks ago. I remember at Bible Study that week.