“Best of all I like being sucked”, he said.To be honest, I hadn’t sucked a guy off before, but sitting there looking at his beautiful cock I jus... couldn’t resist.I lowered my head to his crotch and took his marvellous cock head between my lips, then into my warm moist mouth. I sucked very gently, and maintaining the suction circled his knob with my tongue and flicked its tip against his frenulum. Then I lowered my head further, taking his cock shaft right into the back of my throat, and began. Every day we would try, and every day it went the same way. One day in the summer though, it changed. I had just gotten done swimming, when we went into his bedroom. He had me bend over and got behind me. He brought his cock to my hole and started pushing. Nothing. He started rocking and pushing harder, then suddenly, that familiar pain. It felt like he was tearing me in half all over again. He slid into me and then just froze up. Holy shit its in. Stay still We sat this way for about a. Someone coughed, and I was sure we were about to be discovered, and I worried what Hans would think if I were caught. I can’t afford to lose my internship, and my parents would be ashamed of me.”I sighed. “I’m sorry. This is all so…confusing for me. My head wants one thing, but my heart wants another.”I turned to Kristol. “I don’t know anything about this kind of thing. I’ve messed around with some boys, yes, and let some of them…do…some things. But I’m finding this overwhelming. Kristol, what. .. I looked okay to myself. And I should thank dad for it. As I washed soap from my body I then started soaping my dick, I always saved the best for last. Shower did me good. I was feeling much better and I was barely 3 minutes in the shower. My hands gently reached for my dick, one hand pulling the skin the other washing the head, reaching for my balls, massaging them while washing my precious tool. Of course with the blood rushing through my veins and my thoughts came back. Since I left this.