He told about being headed to Sedalia with the cattle to sell them at the railhead. The family relaxed when Elizabeth promised to stop by to visit for...a few days on their return to Texas. Andy pointed out that they would probably make the same drive next year, and they could also see Elizabeth then, but, of course, he couldn't promise anything. Elizabeth shocked them all by saying, "After all, I could be in a family way by then!"The family spent several hours together, work was forgotten for. My fantasies for men were so prolific, that I was inherently suspicious of small slivers of attention towards women. I had no problem with other people being gay or bisexual, but I was strangely scared of the thought in myself. In fact, if I included all my self analysis on this subject, this would be a very long story heavily involving a personal philosophy involving Eve, the tree of knowledge, and the meaning of life. 3/28/----I haven’t written in you for awhile because I have I have a file. Real laid back loved hearing about us dating and drama. Anyway I’m in the basement and hear someone on the stairs thinking it’s my buddy and when I look up it’s his mom. Completely fucking naked looking at her phone and my jaw hit the ground. She must of been going to get clothes out of the laundry room that’s down stairs. Anyway she looks up and sees me, our eyes meet and she tried to cover her tits. She’s got a completely shaven pussy by the way. She turns and runs up the stairs so o get a. I was mortified. She isn'tgoing to make me say that too, is she? "I'm waiting," she said."My dolly," I replied."Louder. I didn't hear you," said Sarah.I pulled the towel over me and said, "Sissy prissy's little dolly wasshowing."With that she grinned and walked away.I picked myself off the floor, wrapped the towel back around my waist,and examined my burning red wrist. When Sarah and her friends left, I grabbed my contraband from thebathroom hamper. I hid the dildo in my room, under my bed. I.