It barely dawned on me that I was about to fuck the guy she was going to lose her virginity to. That didn’t deter me though as I sucked him.I stopp...d before he came and sat up. He unzipped my dress and I stood up letting it drop to the floor. I stood in front of him with just my bra. He grabbed my ass and pulled me onto him. I straddled him and started grinding my hips against his hard cock. With enough grinding his cock slid into me on its own.As I rode him he took my bra off and started. Huh&hellip,what is he&hellip, Suddenly, he pressed her legs open wide, spreading her for his view. Oh&hellip, She blushed, jerking at his strong hold until she felt his long tongue slip up between her labia. This time her thought, Oh, turned into a very vocal and drawn-out, Ohh&hellip, Her arms slipped out from beneath her and she sank back onto the bed as his abnormally long tongue pressed inside her. A-ahh&hellip,oh, fuck, she moaned, her body flushing and her back arching as he sucked and. His eyes landed on my almost empty glass. "What are you drinking?" He asked and nodded toward my glass. "I enjoy the small talk and that you're trying to schmooze and flatter me, but let's cut to the chase, do you wanna fuck me?" I asked.He seemed to be quite taken aback by my forwardness but then he put his hand on my thigh and said, "I like your style. I like your body and I'd like to lift up that tight little dress and fuck you." Then what the fuck are we still doing here?" I took two dollar. But if Sarah was going to leave me to live in the real world, how could Ipossibly continue to live alone in this fantasy world? I realized atthat moment that without Sarah to depend on, to shield me, to care forme, I could not continue to exist in this bizarre limbo. I would need toreenter the real world and have my own identity and existence. I wouldneed a real existence, not a fantasy one. But what kind of real existence would it be?Would it be as a man or as a woman?I thought about.