That was probably the downhill start of our marriage. She worked in an insurance office, filled mostly with men. She liked to dress nice for work and ... know was getting compliments. She wasn't a beauty queen but she was a good looking women and when dressed up could attract attention.One day I was telling her about the wife swapping story I was reading and she just came out and said, "would you ever want do that"? I should have heard bells going off in my head but, I just explained to her about. I've always seen fit to stay in shape as I've figured if I must make do with this male exterior I might as well treat it well and make it over how I see fit. My attraction to femininity lead me to cross dressing early on in life which like my submissive nature has continued to grow and develop over the years.My daddy (boyfriend) has a great deal of control over me, he is able to dominate me and keep me in my place as his submissive girly plaything through a variety methods. He is a total Alpha. I found sleeping on my back was not unbearable, the best way for me to sleep was on my side with my head high up on a pillow. It was hard to adjust, because I did not have the use of my hands to move the pillow, but wiggle and waggle and I eventually got there. I know that Mistress was ignoring me on purpose, and I hope she was getting a giggle out of this, again I knew that I was being taught a lesson in helplessness. I knew I could have asked, but I wanted to be somewhat self sufficient. ” He then asked me if I’d like to see myself in mirror when doing stuff with him and I said yes. He then took me to a corner where there is a big mirror fitted and said let’s do it here. I told him “let’s get completely naked” and both of us removed each other’s clothes in front of the mirror.I slowly started taking off his shirt and his hands were busy searching for my nipples as he placed his hand in my tshirt. He started pinching my nipples hard and I moaned sssssssss with pain and he gave a.