Go to bed, my darling. Sleep tight and I'll see you in the morning."Lottë did not sleep tight. She was unable even to get to sleep. 'If I love him so...much why am I so frightened? I know he won't rush me. He's said so and Mum said he would be gentle and loving and I know he will. So why am I being such a wimp because that's what I am? People say that making love is special and fulfilling and fun. Bloody Lawrence Baptistson was none of those! Those slobbery lips, that foul breath, his hands. ." Um ... how about 'I have restraining order against you so you, even though you have not seen your sons for 8 months, I can't see them anymore because I want to fuck your old man."I saw the sheriff's eyes open wide at my statement and Ann pulled a tissue from her purse."It was not like that, Randal. Your Dad is in the hospital you know. After the ... event at the house he had chest pains and they called an ambulance." I do not give a shit where your incest fuck buddy is at. All I care about. "If you go to the right church, the man in the pulpit preaches on what Jesus said about forgiveness."I am not Jesus. I'm a woman who gets hurt easily," Grace replied."No, you aren't Jesus but you should listen to His words. It's all about love and forgiveness. When they had crucified Him, what did He say? He asked the Father to forgive them because they didn't know what they were doing." I never gave that a thought." If Frank tries to talk to you, will you listen to him? Not his words but how. "I'm just saying we need to use a different word." Okay," Alex said, "we divide people into two groups, and each gets a version of Claiborne. How's that?" That's certainly accurate, and not even offensive. The trouble is," Shannon added, "if you look at something the right way, it will be offensive to someone. Selection—selektion—is one of those words. And if you don't know it, go read German history from the 30s and 40s. Oh, and don't read the official textbooks. People have tried to gloss.