I don't peep, and I'm in awe of girls, especially those that pose or show. I started my huge collection of 'dirty mags' when I was still at school, an... it was at that time that I first had the experiences of girls making me cum in my pants seeing them show their knickers or in a bulging top. That was also happening when I saw girls showing on TV, and even when I was looking at photos in my magazines. I dreamed of seeing a girl pose for real, but knew I could never get up the nerve to do it. I. She could not stop. She dare not stop. Behind her, distant but gaining, she heard the baying of the dogs, growls and howls echoing across the mist of the early morning, with their handlers no doubt spurring them on ever faster. Her every breath burnt in her throat and her chest ached from the constant heaving of her lungs. Barefoot, bare legged and wearing only a plain, white dress of loose cloth, she ran on. Rivulets of blood trickled from a hundred nicks on her pale skin but she didn’t feel. I realized what I did was being far too forward and sat down. Uh oh, I may lose my job over this, I said to myself. Tere smiled at me but nothing came of that. We all continued drinking and having a grand time up until 1:30. Tere said she had to go home. The others said they would soon follow. M'am Tere, pwede hong sumabay sa inyo, I asked her. Tere also lived in Quezon City. O sige. Alis na tayo. Inside Tere’s car I was particularly quiet, as I did not want to disturb Tere’s driving for fear. I backed off to let her regroup. I definitely was not going to be any good at this task. ‘So what do you do that you can just take off, and get away with that beautiful long hair.’ I had forgotten to mention I had a hell of a lot more hair than she did. It was the early seventies after all. ‘Ah the hair is a remnant of my failed college experience, I haven’t settled into anything just yet. I’m just on the kind of journey that people write books about. Maybe I will do that.’ I waited a couple of.