“You live here?”“Share house. Beats those shitty dorms.”Tegan glanced around the room. It was bigger than the one she shared with her roomie b...ck at the campus and even had a jack & jill style ensuite that connected with the bedroom next door. Bethany had also decorated with a liberal application of posters, and had a sprawling collection of makeup covering the top of her dressing table. Suddenly Bethany was in front of her, guiding her backwards until her legs hit the queen-sized bed and she. . I was so wet I could feel the sheets under me soaked .... I started jerking off guy 1 and licking and sucking his balls the more I sucked on them the more he would start breathing heavy and moaning a little ... i know he wanted to fuck my face again but I was moaning and getting fucked so hard I couldn't do it .... then guy 2 randomly flips me over real re fast back in the doggie position and starts fucking me hard but slow ... I then was able to start fucking my face again with guy 1s cock. “So smooth, no stretch marks.” Says I“And put an ear to her stomach.”He kicked, an ear to ear grin.A smile by her slightly, eyes warmly ready.Wow what a feeling. Slowly sliding around her, taking her belly in hand, feeling its baby contained girth, putting my crotch into her bum.A finger slipped her button top zipper, touching lightly a pube within.“And your breasts, wonderfully full, they must hurt I suppose.” I said sliding a pair of hands above her stomach, cusping her breasts in hands.So. I understood that internal conflict, but had no clear way to resolve it. And I felt I understood why I had mixed feelings of guilt. With Jocelyn, I hadn’t felt guilty until after her accident. With Emmy, not until after Angie’s mini-meltdown. With Becky, I’d had mixed emotions from the start, but the next morning I’d told Mom I was at peace with it. But something felt ‘off’ about it now. And I had a pretty good idea what it might be.Jocelyn and I had only the one time together, but we’d planned.