I’d surprised her, oh boy had I.“Will you?” I said. She nodded, but it was a nervous nod. For some reason I felt uneasy.“Yes,” she said. I s...id the ring gently onto her finger.“Marian, when we were in high school. I thought I loved you; now I know I do,” I said. “I trust you. There is nothing else more important than that, nothing.” She nodded.“I know,” she said. “I know.”We didn’t shack up together that night, and I’m not sure why. We did make a date for the following Thursday August 24th. Depending on where you meet people, sometimes it’s hard to tell whether they’re Dom or sub.” “I read somewhere that some are only sub or Dom in the bedroom. Is that possible?” “I think it is, if we’re just talking about the tools and the role playing. So say tying up or cuffing or blindfolding, pretty mild stuff usually, combined with pretending to be sub and Dom/me, but without a commitment to the lifestyle. Players may have a healthy respect for the lifestyle. They would also respect. She didn't have a choice. And neither time, with you and now with Jenn, was I given that choice."You say he sent it to me because I could use the stuff, have fun with it, but not let it go to my head, but it seems to me, Emily Jean, that you're the one who's using it. You're the one having fun with it and I'm the one who ends up feeling guilty. First about what happened between you and I, and now about what happened tonight. Do you see what I mean, Emily? You're having fun and I'm paying the. My black panties were on the pillow next to my head. More importantly they were covered in cum. Not my cum from last night but a fresh load of sperm. I was immediately conflicted.Recently I have been giving guys blowjobs behind the gym and in the cemetery. I’ve tasted their precum but none of them had ever cum in my mouth. They must all be avid porn watchers because they always want to cum on my face. I’ve been curious if I would be able to swallow one of their loads and more so, what it tasted.