It wasn’t fair for me to assume that you’d have the same attitudes and opinions as Mister Hardman, and any subsequent misunderstanding was my faul... for not discussing such matters with you beforehand. I understand that the role expected of me has changed under you, Sir, although it is still within the boundaries of the contract I signed. I also realise that I should have brought any concerns I may have to you as soon as you sent me to Madame Belrose’s, or at the very latest when you... um.... Her perky breasts smashed against my chest and our faces came extremely close. I grinned and gazed longingly into her eyes. I slid my nose against hers and our hearts beat together. I put a single lip against hers and slid it off. After all, a kiss takes two lips and a sort of pucker, and if it’s not kissing, it isn’t against the rules. I touched my lips to her cheek near her mouth and again moved away. Over and over I teased her with my lips and with hers, her muscles tightening and releasing. Then her mother would drive us to the malland we'd have dinner and go the movies. Then my mother was going to pickus up at the mall and we'd drop Tammy off at her house. Tammy and I madethe plans at lunch.Again we were sitting together at a lunch table and this was all new tosome of her friends and all of mine. They all just looked at me likewhat on earth was wrong with Tammy to be interested in a guy like me. Idon't think I could have explained it myself. Again, Tammy leaned closeto me while. My long-time marriage was not a happy one. Oh sure, we got along alright but there was virtually no sex. I had two long term affairs, at one point overlapping each other, looking to fill the sexual void I lived in, but they had ended. I wondered, after all these years and his own unsuccessful marriage, if the sex Terry and I had years ago would renew. We never talked about it, especially in his army years. As I pulled my car in and parked, I felt the butterflies in my stomach from anticipation..