.. The third part of my dream involved how I would like other to respond to me, interact with me, and treat me. As a guy, they never think about i..., it was be a good feminine trait? The way I interacted with people was as Belinda, a soft, feminine woman. I would like to provide feelings of support, comfort, and belonging. In one sequence I was looking at a young woman's fashion magazine. I would see the new fashions and imagine myself in the picture. Have you ever fantasized like that?. "... Won't tell me the secret ingredients. Nobody knows but her. She mixes it up ahead of time and Randolph, the barman, just gets another pitcher from the kitchen maid when he runs low. I do know the base is absinthe Pernod, the real stuff from Spain." Pernod! Isn't that supposed to be poison, or something?" asked Jessica cautiously. She suddenly remembered a few half-whispered tales about the milky drink, rumors about its potent powers. Some even claimed it to be an aphrodisiac, though this. Scott could see there was a broad range of time periods represented in the mix of costumes on show, despite the fact the event had been billed as a re-enactment of the battle of Stirling Brig. Scott wondered at this, as it was the wrong time of year altogether for that battle. He found himself attached to the Wallace's forces and his wives waved and cheered him from the edge of the field. There was no finesse involved in the re-enactment. Leaders had been appointed and they shouted out. "Pam laughed along with Missy, but there was an undercurrent in the laughter and a look passed between the two young women. Neither was ready to come right out and acknowledge that there was an attraction between the two of them that their joking words could not mask.A few hours later, after supper and after drinks and dancing at the club, two giggling young women clung to one another as they attempted to steer a straight course towards Missy's bungalow. The path was as curved as their.