Before I knew it, I had a colorful variation of painkillers in my hands. One by one, I shoved two, three, and four….six pills into my mouth. I swall...wed them dry, quickly going to the sink to follow it with water. Minutes passed. I was numb, inside to out. I couldn’t feel any emotion, nor pain. I couldn’t feel the brunt of the lust that I was once in. This feeling of complete nothingness was addictive. I had to do it again and again and again. This high was all I wanted. Another few days. After a few pictures, I pulled the top completely off exposing my 38DD breasts and half-inch long stiff nipples. As the poses became more erotic and with me becoming more and more aroused, while I was in one particular pose on all fours, I laid my head down on the pillow and proceeded to slip the thong down fully exposing my pussy for the photographer to take pictures. I couldn't help but touch my pussy for a second before I caught myself. After a few more pictures the photographer announced he. I ran my hands through Susan’s soft blonde hair and started to kiss her passionately as Colin expertly wanked me. It was fantastic!Then I felt Colin move and although I was unable to see I felt his warm mouth engulf my cock. My eyelids fluttered and Susan noticed the expression. She turned to watch as Colin returned the compliment by sucking my cock.“Can I have a go?” Colin looked up and nodded, allowing my cock to fall from his mouth and Susan quickly shuffled down the bed and took his. She wanted to know why we were spying on them and not in bed. Then she told us we should form a circle around the women and jerk off and relieve ourselves. Sounded good to me, myself and two other boys got around Tim’s mom and Tim and the the other two boys circled around the blonde and we all started to jack off while this woman watched. It only took me about two minutes and I knelt down and put my dick on her wonderful soft bush and dropped a large load, the other two boys did the same. I had.