While I have to admit these fantasies are extremely erotic for me, I'm finding myself drawn more and more to the possibility of seeking out a potentia... man for such an encounter, even though I fear both dismal performances from the guy or worse a knee jerk reaction from him whence he see's my extra something downstairs.... (Normal T-girl fears)...Well I'd like to tell all about my recent encounter :While surfing the net one friday morning, i found a popular dating site and lodged a profile ,. My butt is completely healed after last night, so are theirs. With that kind of rush, I could be spanked severely daily and the only danger is that I might die of orgasms.”At this point the AI exhibited its omnipresence and said, “There is no need to worry about that. Dying of orgasms will not be allowed.”I said, “Okay, let’s do a reverse progressive birthday spanking. Between each round I’ll play with them. Let’s see if I can get them to orgasm over my knees.”The teenagers giggled. The Sally. FYI my mom didn't find out about my cross dressing or me wearing pantyhose yet. Anyway after a while when we were done visiting and eating and everyone was either heading to the hotel to sleep or bunking down at the house we all arrived at which there were some sleeping in the basement where their den was and there were some in the room I first stayed at in my pantyhose. I ended up ironically staying with my cousin in her room. As we both went into her bedroom she said you can sleep here. I actually traveled out of town to a sex store where no one would recognize me and purchased an anal training kit, and I also visited a lingerie store, and bought several pairs of pretty panties. Some were plain cotton, but very colorful, and some were lacey. Just the idea of wearing them for Mitch turned me on immensley.As the next few months went by it seemed that we would never get any good opportunities. Due to circumstances at my work, and Mitch's homelife we had very little opportunity..