’ I confess. I don’t want her to go. I can feel her heart racing against me and I fight the urge to throw her on my bed and ravish her right there... She shakes her head slowly and exhales on my chest. I shudder and suddenly am reminded of our first night together, how nervous she was. She was just a girl then and I was her first lover. I loved introducing her to all the joys of sex in all it’s varieties. She was never afraid to try something new in bed and that made me forever insatiable for. Shoes. A pair of sandals.Thin brown leather straps and a low wedge heel. I position myself sothat my legs are pointing to the surface as they come closer to me, andthey slip on, fastening themselves as if my magic.I turn my attention downwards again and continue swimming. It keepsgetting darker, but I can make out a shape in the dim waters. Flowing.Fabric.A dress.I point my sandaled feet and kick harder. It's blue and green, matchingthe waters around it, but I can definitely tell that it's. Me: ooooo. OkayI did not say anything after that. We finished lunch, I went to my room and was working on something.Komal came after some time with Butter milk. I did not pay any attention. She kept the glass on my study table and was leaving.She came back again and said “sorry Deva, sorry for being rude.”I looked her face and she was red. I saw tears rolling in her eyes. I immediately went near her and hugged her saying “okay now my baby, please don’t start crying. I cannot see women cry.. She kissed and licked all over my chest and stomach, paying special attention to my abs. She got off the bed and directed me to lay down in front of her. I complied, eager to see what she was going to do to me. She unbuttoned my pants, but she left my boxer briefs on. With a wicked grin, she put her mouth on the head of my more than erect cock, and I swear to you, it took everything in my being not to shoot all over my underwear. I managed to calm down and enjoy the tease that the love of my.