He took me through pain, rage, sadness, guilt, embarrassment, the whole range of emotions that could be used to cripple me, stop me. I learned to own ...hem, let them pass through me without eating my soul or mind.The next lesson was equally fun. One day, when I was working on training nine prairie dogs to stand on their hind legs and wave at me, Loris walked out of the trailer. He carried a two by two piece of pine board in his hand."I'm gonna hit you with this. Your job is to focus on keeping. I am so nervous that I smile and feel my lips tremble uncontrollably. I reach my left hand into Rob’s pajama pants first. He is familiar and I know what to expect. My right hand grazes Sam’s balls and I feel myself get more excited, I want to know what he looks like, what he feels like. My right hand slides across his shaft and I feel him get a little harder. I have to remember that I’m pleasuring two men and I need to rub Rob’s shaft. He is hard, I wrap the thumb and forefinger of my left hand. I used it for bkackand wite photograpy. I hidden myself and start waiting, i spent several hours in darkness very small room, finally i heared dor bell and recognased voices of my wife and her boss. He was ugly very old man withbig belly and every persons in our company speaking about him mentioned by thewayabout his very small penis. Someone talked me that my boss got 9 sm penis! Meanwile i realised that they are drinking shampagne butCogniak that he brings with him, they turn music very loud. He always has a huge party at his house. These parties are legendary. The rumors are that there is lots of booze and wild things that happen. He has a large swimming pool in the back yard and the house is in a very secluded place. Few people get an invitation to his party but every body talks about it. I've heard stories about girls from other schools running around topless at the party and boys that have there swim suit pulled off. My friend Sue and I have never seen a naked boy before..