Then her voice gained strength. "Not yet. We have a long, long way to go for that. Are you really serious, darling? This is no game, you know." I am n...t a player," Alicia answered. "I am a silly and frivolous girl, but not a player. What should I call you for now? I must call you something and Angique would be too ... too ... I don't know ... equal?"Angique smiled. "Never mind, honey. You may call me Angique or anything for now — as long as it isn't Mistress; or "hon" or "sweetie" for that. To baat tb ki hai jb mai apni study ke beech me weekend pe apne gaon ko jaya karta tha.Kyoki mera ghar 3 floor wala ek bada sa house tha to mai evening me aksar ghar ki terrace pe walk karne ke liye chala jata tha. Ek din mai apna music system apne ears me lagaye hui ghar ke ek kinare se doosare kinare tak walk kar raha tha ki mere najar mere gaon me ghar se thodi door ke ek ghar pe padi, waha pe ek ladki mere taraf dekh ke khadi hui thi. Jb maine use apni taraf dekhate hue paya to mai thoda. I was in my room waiting and thinking. Strange I thought, Id never thought of Marti and her little friends as sexual beings, Id known them all from the age of six or earlier, now I couldnt think of Jamie in any other way. The most physically developed of the friends, I could understand Arnies desire. When she came to my room I had her sit beside me on the bed and asked her about her participation in the school cutting incident. She confessed, reiterating what Marti had told me. I told her that. Stella grimaced, leading me to conclude that she was at fault."I think I might take the car in today," I announced and everybody clamoured for a lift that I was more than happy to provide.I went through the motions in college, trying not to dwell on my probable exam performance. Thoughts of Vanessa were never far from the surface and the level of hurt ran deep. I tried to focus on happier things and those usually centred on Jenny. The situation was so far out of my comfort zone that I didn't.