I went to the cafeteria and sat down at one of the tables. A red head came up to the table and sat down. "My name is JJ," she told me. I told her my ...ame. We were inseparable through the next three years, walking through the hallways of the school together. We both dated several guys and JJ and I would talk to each other about them. When she broke up with a guy, I was the first to know. Same for me. She was my best friend. I do not know when, but I started to have feelings for her. We would. Then you are going to leave this state. If you don’t or try to threaten either one of us, these pictures are going to the police, the TV news, and anyone else we can think of and you are going to be the new girl on the block for some big guy in jail.” Then we just left. We didn’t wait to see his reaction, or talk, just left.We went to the girl’s room, where I had to clean his saliva off my breasts and fix my clothes. While I did that in front of the mirror, Lisa just kept thanking me and. ..pleeeeeease......" " Oh, but that was just the first scene, we've barely started." That's when I recognized the voice. It was the man from the bar, which meant that the VCR sound I heard must have been a video camera. The terrifying realization hit me that he was filming himself raping me. " Why are you doing this to me?" I asked through my sobs. " Because it sells for big money bitch. You had your chance to be a star voluntarily, now we do it my way. This could have been fun for you, too. I glare at him but am too far away for him to notice, but he must know that I'm not happy because he takes Sarah's hand and they walk back towards the school parking lot.At home after I take a quick shower I put on some Johnny Cash and sulk in my room. It seems I do I lot of that lately. I text Grant who doesn't respond then Miranda who texts back that she is busy. I try reading my book but after reading the same paragraph over for the sixth time I give up tossing it onto the floor. There is a.