As much as I wanted it, he made me think about it, made me realize it was special. His perception and understanding made me realize how special he was... This was not a one-night stand or a fling, this was the beginning of something; a new road taken. Looking back, it was a turning point in my life and my attachment to him.With no further words, our eyes locked, his movement changed; I felt the head of his huge organ push against me. Just the beginning of his entrance stretched me more than all. I was inside talking to the girls who work there. One of them had approached me and asked if I could come and talk to them because they had a problem that was causing them a great deal of anguish, and that Tom and I were the best placed to help them.’ She handed the mike back to me. ‘A question, and I want you to be honest here. How many of you have ever read a book that contains pornography?’ Several hands went up. ‘Okay you can put them down. How many of you have read a book where there has. ’ ‘No worries, and don’t rub it in,’ came the reply, ‘let’s just hope we can still get in’ Lou finished before being ushered in by the two bouncers, typical fair of tall and black vs. fat, white and bald. As I approached both of them looked down and shook their heads at me. ‘You’ve got to be kidding…’ I said, knowing immediately they were looking at my shoes. Even though nice and new, trainers were obviously frowned upon. Not the norm in this part of London, and it got my goat quickly. ‘Sorry. He had his own room which he shared with another medic so he gave me a bed on the ward which only had one patient in. I was right at the other end of the twenty bed ward from the other patient and I had stripped naked and settled down for the night when my friend came down to see if I was ok. As he stood next to the bed in the dark he slid his hand under the bedding and over my legs. Where are your pants he asked? I always sleep naked so they are on the chair with the rest.As I hadn't objected.