On the way home I liked stopping at a sex shop which sold toys and videos . I loved the store and started bring things home some toys and this partic...lar night I brought home a jell dildo which had to be at least 9 inches long and so much fun to play with . I got it home called her in to our bedroom of our own house and showed what I bought. She told our k**s who were old enough to be alone and my brother in law who lived with us we had guest tonight and we had to go back up there to stay. So. I can say I was ok till he deiced to help. Decided to rub my clit as well it i got really close then stopped. Witch made it a lot worse. Then he walked away. Made me have to resort and case me self pain in different spots to keep my self from getting off. I got to the point was board. PART 3 He set me up for failure. He know i can not completely deep throat him. He had me try from other ways but none of them i tryed that night i could not get him all the way down no madder how hard i tryed and. But we could see each other clearly.He put his hand around my shoulders and escorted me to the bed. I sat. In a feeble voice he asked me to lie down on my back. I did. My heart beating harder. I guess same was the case with him. But the difference was -I was a bit shy, he wasn’t, he was as confident as he is when he defends his clients in the courtroom– he is a lawyer.He got onto the bed and leaned closer to me. He complemented at my looks. He expressed in his deep romantic voice how beautiful. "Is there anything I can do?" I finally asked. "Is there anything anyone cando?"She shook her head sadly. "I've been through years of therapy, and triedevery anti-depressant they've got. Sometimes it helps for a little while, butthe underlying problem remains." She paused. "Now I've got another problem." What's that?" I asked, feeling both hopeful and fearful."I'm falling in love with you, and at the same time, I'm scared to death ofyou. Ohhh, damn, oh damn it! If only you really were a.