Chris glanced at his sister and I could tell he didn't like the idea. She looked back at him and smiled. "I think that's a great idea." That put a who...e different spin on the bottle. If the youngest girl had no problem, even if she was doing it to get even with her brother for trying to exclude her, it did put pressure on Sydney and Leslie. They looked at Diane and she smiled back."Okay," they both said.Chuck was obviously in and I would have cut off a hand before missing a chance like this.. He even listed that I supplied the heaters. I'd get those tomorrow morning. We were going to have all that equipment and a new machine shed for less than we had budgeted for the round baler. This was really good.Josey was excited that evening that I had made the deal to get the new barn relocated. The farm was growing in a good way.Tuesday was a good day, because Harold at the grain elevator was being lazy since there wasn't much to do except move his bagged stock around and bait mousetraps. He. I started to think of myself more as a girl and wondered what it would belike to look like her and actually be dressed out in public. That NewYear's Eve, my first ever spent alone, I decided if I am going to try itout I would have to be as feminine as possible.I began to order diet supplements and hormones. I was careful to eat aproper diet but began to exercise at home with workout tapes and mytreadmill. I was exercising to Denise Austin and doing Pilates for womenand it all began to take. And I do. I would love to tell you more about her. I believe she is a wonderful person with tremendous spirit and determination. But because I respect her privacy I will not divulge any information about her except to say she is my junior by 6 years. I guess I need closure with her. She stopped responding to me and shutdown. I guess this is her defense mechanism and I have no idea if my assumptions are correct. I do believe they are, based on some conversations we had near the end. One other.