I can honestly say I became aware of my true gender at the tender age ofthree when I could not understand why I was being treated as a boy. Someinstin...t told me to keep my true feelings to myself. It was the earlysixties after all and not an age of enlightenment.Anyway I realised with that hindsight the mother I never got to know wasallowing my desire to dress in her clothes in sneaky mode was well awarebut never interrupted my dressing up times. How I loved that velvetysmooth blue silky dress. I can’t tell anyone that you’re the father, or else I’d go to jail. It can be our little secret.”“But ... Dr. Goldman... , “ I worried suddenly.“Anton and I have never been jealous about such things, not even that. I’m pretty sure that he’ll impregnate someone, sooner or later, maybe me next time ... but he’ll understand. My clock is ticking and the first one is yours. I want you to have that honor. It’s the least that I can do for you ... lover,” Lucinda added, “Call me Lucinda in private,. " "Yeah. I've been busy. I got my place all fixed up and settling in just fine." "When did you move?" "I guess it's been about six months now," I told him. We sat there in silence for a while, both of us nursing our drinks. He had a scotch and water and I had my usual Cherry Dr. Pepper, with no ice. "How in the world do you drink those things?" he asked. "Just like you drink those things. At least these won't end up killing me," I joked. "Yeah, but how do you manage to do it with no. Vincent gestured to Tony, who held Johnny's hands to the table, while Vincent broke each and every one of them, saying "This little piggy...." as he did. Afterwards, Vincent borrowed a knife from Tony, and went to work. What was left of Johnny afterwards wouldn't have been recognized by his mother. "Drop him on the street" Vincent said quietly as he wiped the blood from the blade, "He'll make a good lesson for others not to lose my money" As the others walked out of the room, Vincent smiled to.