’ His voice didn’t sound too steady either. My face flushed with happiness, that I could make him feel that way. His chin rested on the top of my ...ead. ‘What have I been missing?’ He whispered. He gently tilted my chin up with one finger so that I could look into his eyes. ‘Well?’ He was smiling warmly, his face still slightly flushed. I swallowed audibly. ‘Well, what?’ I was having a hard time stringing coherent thoughts together. ‘I . . . well, uh . . .what?’ I noticed then that he didn’t. ...Anyway as I surveyed the going’s and comings, my eyes caught a glimpse of Ms. Pious(not her name). I was immediately caught by her smile and deep brown eyes. She nodded and we exchanged pleasantries, she headed to a cosy corner on my relatives suite and chatted a bit with a few of my relatives friends I assume they were of mutual acquaintance, I knew from the jump I wanted to fuck this woman I could feel the lust building in my loins, so I looked for my opening and made a move, I can’t. "Cariel shifted in her incredibly defensive position, it couldn't be comfortable trying to sit and cover her assets at the same time."This can't be my life now," Cariel said as she looked at me. Again I found her expression unreadable. "This isn't fair."I laughed ... and my booming jubilations echoed menacingly in the small room.Cariel shuddered."There is no fair Cariel. You fought me and you lost. Accept your fate and I can promise you that one day you will live for serving me." But I didn't. I went into a room where Ms. Wilcox was waiting. She was in her 50'sand very business-like in appearance. She asked me to sit and Iintroduced myself. I told her a brief history of my life up until thispoint. She asked me what brought me here. I told her that I had beenquestioning myself about who I really am? She asked me to elaborate andI told her about the party and how I felt wearing women's clothing. Itold her about how it made me feel good about myself on one hand, whileI still had.