My own feelings are more complicated than I expected. There are, I find, at least two forms of erotic stimulation in the relationship of mother and so.... It scares me a little that I enjoy both, but the fear is going away. My feelings must surely be common. All mothers must feel them to a greater or lesser degree.There is the titillation of the normal man/woman thing. He loves to look at my breasts, my legs, under my skirt, and to see me in my undies. All that is natural. And, being truthful, I. .. I don’t know.”“Then get a drummer,” she said simply.“Yeah, I’ve been thinking about that, but who?”“That kid from English class who sits in the front,” Heather replied without missing a beat.I smirked at her. “Funny.”“When is this thing at Jonah’s?”“In about a month or so.”“That’s enough time to find someone, right?”“I don’t know any drummers besides Carl and the guy from Green Space, who I’ve talked to once, for like, thirteen seconds.”“Sounds like you made a true friend.”“Whatever.”“Come. “Well, Paul just loves seeing me totally satisfied. He always said it'll never happen but it would be his ultimate sexual fantasy. Mine too!”“What would?” The Ther****t asked.“To um…………………well……………..Last week, as a new experience we went to a swingers bar. I was unaware Paul had something arranged. He said it was a classy place.”“What did you wear?” Said a female voice. “Well I wore a new purple dress that Paul and bought me.”“Describe the dress!” The Ther****t interjected.“Well it’s…………….!”. ”“And dance, clearly,” I teased.“Not organized dance,” she giggled as her cheeks turned red.“What about you?” she changed the subject. “You’re not off to college already, right?”“Nope, I’m going to be a sophomore here at County West. I’ve never seen you before though?”“We just moved here,” she admitted. “I’m going to be a sophomore here too,” she said, almost delightedly. “You must play sports,” she asked, almost insistently.“Baseball and football,” I shrugged. “I live on a farm, so I was only.