Another migraine, another attack of pain from above. Spikes jut into my head, invisible things that piece me all the same. I collapse into a heap on t...e floor. My roommate, if I had one would’ve been concerned at this point—blood was leaking from my nose. I wait and let the noise inside my skull soften to a dull roar. A dull roar was normal to me. I almost couldn’t hear the voice of anguish, almost couldn’t hear my body complain that I was pushing it too far. Tsk. I pulled myself up. Wobbling. The minute wegot home I grabbed her, and hugged her tightly, "thank you," being saidinto her ear over and over. My joy was intense, and simply could nothold it in. My mother left me to sit alone on the patio; like me, Ithink she was trying to find a way to resolve her inner thoughts. Was Ia boy, or girl? Or maybe neither yet both? I was a girl, I knew that,and I think that mom felt that too, but it was a huge step to take, andshe, like me had to struggle with the obvious implications a change. With Beth's pussy squeezing down on my hard cock I had to slow down some with my pumping in and out of her pussy while she rode her orgasm out.When Beth came down out of the clouds some, I started speeding up with the pumping in and out of her pussy with my rock hard cock, till I was pumping in and out of her pussy as fast as I could again.When I got to going as fast as I could with the pumping in and out of Beth's pussy with my rock hard cock, I felt my cum start to make it's way up toward my. It starts today. You will get some of what you want from me and I will get what I want from you. Put those panties on and give yourself to me. You are mine."Her words were like punches to my self-esteem. She had never specifically mentioned the inadequacies of my cock before, but I knew that she had read my stories and now she knew how aware of them I am. She also knew from my stories one of my truly deepest secrets, that humiliation turned me on. Now she was rubbing my ass. That was another.