That's the first emotion I have toward you." Well," he said thoughtfully, " ... right after the emotion of scarin' the piss outta 'y."I gasped and fix...d him with a stare that contained as much indignation as I could muster before we both burst into laughter. When I finally stopped, I protested "Billy, you can't tell ANYONE what I did, okay?" He rubbed the bottom of his face thoughtfully, as if considering it. "Billy, please! You have to promise me that you'll never..." Alright, alright," he. .but it just kept ringing so I figured it must be important I cautiously picked up the hand set "Hello?" "Peter is that you honey?" I recognized the voice immediately it was my Aunt Sylvia who had moved out to Ohio a few years ago to be near her daughter and fate played a dirty trick her daughter met a guy fell in love and got married but his job is making him move to Florida well my Aunt wasn't about to move again so soon so there she is in Ohio but she made some friends and she seems happy. Dinner consisted of some pretty good steak, some pretty good salmon, and some pretty dull speeches about whatever the fuck they talked about. As dessert was rolling out, they began giving out trophies. Best Lezzie, Best Fag, Best Bareback Scene, Best Safe Sex Scene. I'd seen most of the guy-on-guy movies.Then they got to the bullshit award."Tonight, we give the adult video life time achievement award to a man who no one has ever seen." There was a bit of laughter. "This man has been behind the. "Carol, you are so lucky to have Jack. He's so handy around the house and I can see that he's a great husband." I am lucky. I don't know what I would do without him. I can't imagine how lonely you must be without Ryan."Tia got misty eyed, "It can be lonely in that house alone. The day's aren't too bad now, but the evenings and nights are still tough. Can I tell you a secret?" Tia didn't wait for a response, "What I miss the most right now is sex. We had an amazing love life, and Ryan could make.