The family wanted to start their trip home at 6am. So when I had showered and my bags were packed, I went over to the bungalow of the family.Sandy and...Danny were still in bed when I arrived. The parents were making their bags, so I said I would wake the kids up. Their bags were already made the day before and the clothes they had to wear, were lying ready for them.I went to Danny's room first. He was already awake but was staring at the ceiling."Good morning," I said when I walked in."Hi. PJ was still talking but I was barely listening. I had zoned out completely my attention drawn to a piece of plastic wrapping paper that was being tossed too and fro by the stiff breeze that had appeared out of nowhere. I was so fascinated by the trajectory of this inanimate object that I never heard what PJ had said.‘Alan? Alan? Are you there….did you not hear what I said lad?’Awaking from my dazed stupor I mumbled;‘Wha’?’The indignation in PJ’s voice was palpable‘Jaysus you tell a man that. Me – ok, I just came here to leave some stuff I am going now.Sonali – ok, bye byeMe – byeBut the same moment when I was going to leave I thought maybe this can be a chance of me seeing her nude , then I started searching for some holes from where I can see her changing lucking there was a hole in the batroom door to which the room is attached I went in the batroom and started peeking at her she had her back at me and was removing her pants , I got so excited I started rubbing my dick , now I. I convinced myself that if I became closer with God that maybe I could be a door man or something because of my sexuality (heterosexuals get all the fun). So as I watched the pastor from the pews my mind sometimes drifted into sinful territory about sexual acts within the church while no one was there, like me being on top of her, both naked laying down in one of the pews. She would be grabbing my Mohawk in a death grip as I slowly licked the shallows of her collar bone, while my hand would.