Twenty minutes later I was in my room, trying to stay calm while waiting for the phone to ring. I was sitting on my bed, listening to some music on th... radio and staring at the wall, when at 4:15 I heard the ring. I called out I got it! as I rushed into my parents bedroom to grab the upstairs phone before anyone else could get to the one in the kitchen. Hello, Longs Well, hi Joe came Hannahs sultry voice over the phone. My mom called out Who is it, honey? from the bottom of the steps. I got it. Even without makeup I looked sofeminine. I was gripped with a panic.The obvious answer was to cut my hair. Call into the barber on the wayto work and get a buzz cut. Then grow a beard. A buzz cut and a bearddo not work with a dress. My problems would be over. But I could notdo it. I actually could not grow a beard - I tried. And cutting myhair. I could not bring myself to do it.I contemplated calling in sick. But then what happens tomorrow? Will Ido this whole thing again tonight. . His hands grip my ass and try to pull me down. I resist. Does he really want me or just ‘it?’ I lean over and run my tongue across his lips, then down a little to his neck. I let my kisses move a little further down to his nipples. I lick them and gently nibble on them. Further down now, almost to his navel, I stop and look up at him watching me, wondering what I’m going to do to him. I start to move back up towards his lips as I push myself down on his now throbbing cock. I can feel how hard. After a few minutes Roxanne pushed herself up until she was lying on her back, propped up on her elbows. ‘Oh my god Eric, that was fucking incredible, you really have become a wonderful lover,’ she said. ‘Are you ready for more? I’ve kept Eric hard for you,’ I asked as I took my mouth off his cock. ‘I’m afraid to admit it, I’m always ready for more,’ She answered. ‘It’s the same with me, I like that about you,’ I said as rolled over onto my back with my head at the edge of the ottoman. ‘Come.