Needless to say, she was devastated. I not only did not have a stake to get back into a game, I didn’t even have the money to pay for the motel. We ...hought about skipping out on the motel, but where would we go, we had no money. There was only one thing left to do, I hesitated to mention it to Adele, but finally screwed up the courage, and told her that we needed money fast, and the only thing I could think of was to pimp her out. While she didn’t take kindly to my suggestion, she finally. I hadn't. It looked dingy and dark from the outside, and since I didn't drink, there hadn't been much to tempt me in I thought. They told me I should check it out.So we go into this place - it didn't even have a doorman! - and my eyes have to readjust to the dark. There's a stage, but no one is dancing. They order drinks - and a club soda for me - and tell me to relax. I had noticed a twinkle in both of their eyes, so I knew they thought they had a surprise for me that they thought I'd like. So. ” I said. “Now that we hae both spoken words that we should not have said to each other, how about we speak the hidden truths, to each other?” Pam asked me. All I was able to do was nod my head, as an answer to her statement. Even though I was now sleeping with adult multiple grown women, Pam Drucker was still a fantasy that was too strong to let go of, for any reason.“I will start then. Somewhere during the weeks that you were here with my daughter I began wishing that I was my daughter. I. He’s a big guy, not one of those overweight lugs, just big. I guess my grandma would have called him barrel-chested. He’s sort of quiet, but in an intense way, looks at you, like he can see right inside you. It’s hard to explain. You’ll like him. He’s fun, too.’ ‘Oh, I hear car doors. Do you want me to …’ ‘No, I’m ready, I’ll do it. You get your jacket or whatever. That hall’s gonna be cold at first.’ It hadn’t been much of a debate. Keep the meeting hall as cool as possible, because after.