We want them for a special job." They shook hands and left a dazed salesman behind who was overwhelmed by the sight of so much cash.Then they began th... drive home. Just as they left Elk River behind Steve decided, "We need a van too. We've started to do too much running around and we should have something we can haul stuff in and still look anonymous. We also need to talk to Henry." Greg and Vikki played chess in the back seat while Dog dozed. He almost had his strength back. He sensed he would. I remember getting irritated when they broke for commercials. I was so turned on that night that I attacked Brian, something I never did, but the whole time we were fucking I was fantasizing that it was with a woman.No, I don't think I had ever had any desire for women before that. That's the strange thing. Believe me I've thought about it a lot. I must have been ready in some way, but I didn't know I was. It's one of the ways I'm different I guess. I've talked with friends who came out after. I have her turn towards me as I think of just what I’m going to do next. She’s still trying to talk to me. I think she’s saying, ‘Help me’, but it’s hard to tell for sure (or care). I make her walk towards me. As she gets close to me, I move backwards, apparently intimidated by her. I make her back me towards the bedroom and towards the bed. I say, ‘What are you doing?’ When I’m backed up next to the bed I have her keep coming towards me and I ‘accidentally’ fall backwards onto the bed. I have. She pulled the paper apart and saw three items in the box. The first was a small red envelope. The second, a red satin blindfold, and the third, thigh high patent leather boots with extremely high heels. She turned the envelope over and slid her ring beneath the flap, pulling it open. Inside was a thick, card stock card with type written instructions:1- put on the boots2- sit in the chair3- put on the blindfoldShe turned the card over, looking for some indication as to who wrote it. She.