Something tells me I'm not the only pervert who feels this way. It's an odd feeling; I feel this way seventy percent of the time. The other thirty per...ent I feel normal, whatever that is.It might be different in other countries, or other places in general, but with me the sexual revolution is a mess. I think it all stems from me not getting enough sex, or the right kind. I come from a generation where the older women don't seem to care. It's like two completely different groups of women. The. " I was just starting to get my breath when the video began all over again. Mrs. Curie asked, 'Do you want to watch a movie or should we let this loop for a while?'" Everyone - except me - yelled back, 'Let it loop!'" 'Why?' asked Chrissy's mom, and in unison they all answered, 'Because Missy LIKES it!!'" I was crying heavily now. Not because they were being mean to me or because I was having to watch myself debased and humiliated, but because they were telling the truth. Missy likes it. . “You liked it ?!” he asked me in broken german. I nodded yes. “Wanna come back tomorrow ?” again I nodded yes.The next day I went to that cottage again, naked again as we were in an nudist-area, and again the door was wide open. My heart was beating but my little dick was hard. I was so excited. I went into the house and foand an open door that lead form the hallway to a huge livingroom with a big panorama-window. The man sat there naked on a couch in front of that panorama-window, waiting for. I wasn't looking for some way to make any of this turn out bad. Mama was going to be very happy to see that Brenda and I were getting along well again. Brenda was going to be getting a lot of what she wanted, including sexual attention from me. I hoped this new development would mean that Emily and I could go back to being friends at least. I'd like her to be a "special friend", like Brenda was, but even a regular friend was a lot better than it had been.Mom and Dad came home after ten o'clock..