" But ... why?"I sighed."It's hard to explain. But I think that in some fundamental part of me,I'm a girl. But I can never be seen as one."For a while...afterward, there was silence.Then Helva said, "When I first decided I wanted to sing, someone mighthave told me it was impossible. Yet I found a way. Can you find a way tobe seen as a girl? What makes me a girl that you can't do?"Her saying that cut through my pity-party and got me thinking like ashell-person again."I ... could just ask them to. Do you understand the rules?”“Yes,” the boys replied.“For starters, we should just be wearing our bathing suits.” I removed my blouse and wrap and Amy and Brooke quickly followed by removing their mini-dresses. The boys were already topless and only needed to remove their jeans.Seeing my ‘Fuck me’ bikini,’ Calvin, with everyone listening, said, “I’ll fuck you.”“Are you sure you want to,” I replied.“Yesss,” he quickly replied.“If I say ‘Okay’ and the girls allow it, are going to change your mind. And I did. She takes her hand back down and draws me closer to her so I sit almost on the edge of the bench. I had a shirt on, flowing and feminine. I looked around, private, no-one can see, so I relax. Her hands part my thighs, she’s breathing faster too. One hand runs up my thigh toward my cunt, she gently rubs her thumb over it, panties still on. I am so eager for her to touch me, I thrust myself forward more. She pulls my skirt up higher and removes my panties. She spreads my legs again. She said she wanted to start the someday.We went to her room she changed in to her tight spandex and a round neck t-shirt. T-shirt was white and white spandex. Her spandex was so tight I could easily see the anticline and camel-toe in her pussy area. First of all I instructed her for a spot jogging as the body would get heated and stretching will not pull any muscle. She started her spot jogging and along with that her boobs started bouncing. Her boobs must be a 36 c and bounces were making me.