We had met casually and over the years become very close, although completely platonic, friends. It’s not that I hadn’t noticed her. She was proba...ly the sexiest woman in town, bar none! She would walk into my shop in high heels, a well fitting dress and big floppy hat looking like a 50s pin-up with flame red hair, a more than ample bust and toned legs that went up to her curvy hips and round derriere. My breath would stop short and, try as I might to be a proper married man, I couldn’t help. We were standing at the bar, waiting to be served. My eyes were skimming around the place when I saw a woman looking straight at me, sipping her drink without breaking eye contact. I didn't think much of it as there were other guys at the bar and she may have been looking for her mates. After picking up our drinks, we managed to find a couple of bar stools free at a table. I started drinking my Black Label on the rocks, and turned my head and coincidentally we were sitting one table away from. And he never wasted phrases on mundane or irrelevant conversation. Rather, when he spoke, it was for a purpose - even if that purpose was as simple as, "pass the salt". Greg and I never even tried to correct his manners or his almost-ordering phrase of speech - so thankful that he spoke at all.I'm a good mother - never doubt that!I do, I'm embarrassed to say. Two months and my son would not even talk on the phone yet. I try with all my heart, doing everything my son ordered/asks - knowing my. I justhappened to think you are the most beautiful woman in the country and Iwanted to have a drink with you. I don't know what made me invite you tomy house, and I didn't expect you'd accept. I'm not into guys. Really. Ijust happen to think of myself as a girl sometimes, but I'm still a guyand want a relationship with a woman. I've never had that before. Imean, I've had sex with women and I like that. I just think of myself asa woman as well. I know that's weird and I don't know how else.