Then I told her that she was very beautiful like a rare flower and that even a flower can be killed if it is suffocated with too much attention and ca...e. Tina stopped her sobbing, looked up at me and said that was very sweet to say. Looking down into her reddened deep green eyes, I told her she had nothing to worry about and that no one would ever think to look for her here and that she was welcome to stay as long as she liked. She smiled again and asked if I was asking her to move in with me. I knew about his history, of course. He had daughters, and he was devoted to them. I always knew I came in second when it came to them, and I was alright with that. That’s the way it should be, right? I didn’t mind. Of course, I didn’t mind anything when it came to him. From the smallest things (he used to leave toothpaste in the sink all the time) to the largest, (he cheated on me with a girl named Stacy) I always forgave him. Now, I won’t pretend to be perfect. I’m a smartass, and I know I. In my head I said,I knew Bianca's mouth would be useful for other than sucking my dick. I told her that was true, but I still did not want to cross any boundaries. Then she asked me how was Bianca's blowjobs,and I told her how amazing being is at giving head. Then all of a sudden, this sexy milk chocolate sex kitten, says' "I bet I can give you a better one" Mind you I only new her for a day and a half and she was with her bf. But there was no way I was about to turn this down. I told her. The body we all hugged and were hugged by was and is still made of atoms crafted in the stars themselves, the kindness and warmth we all knew, fueled by neural pulses and then released back into the universe as pure energy. We may all feel like we have lost her, like there is a hole in our hearts that can never be filled, but she has only truly left us if that is how we see her. Even if her body has been returned to the matter from which she was made, I know she exists and will always exist..