I just now understood what he meant. Being deliberate and planning brought the quality up in my painting. He said the same thing about you and me. The... didn’t want us to make love just because it was comfortable and available. They wanted us to make a deliberate decision that we were going to become lovers. Like Annette and I did. Like you and Annette did. Like ... Like you and I are going to ... if you still want me, Fay.”“Want you? I hope you have a plan for this week!” I grinned at her.We. All the time, you're still fucking me.So now I'm almost at right angles to you, I put my hands under your knee, between my legs and pull it towards me, fuck fuck fuck, so fucking deep, oh god oh god.Because your cock is sliding into me sideways, it means you're hitting a g spot and I start to cum almost straight away, long and hard. I'm panting. moaning, lost in my own little world, with you, the only other inhabitant.Seeing me climax so quickly surprises you into cumming too, my hands still. My heart dropped a little but I continued staring, daydreaming about us. Who was he? After it came to my attention that a lot of people noticed me staring at him I hesitantly looked away, but he was never far from my mind. After believing I was a lesbian for a year then for him to come into my life, I seriously considered my sanity at the time. Could I be bi? No. Not in this world. I dont have anything against bi-sexual people, it just didnt seem to fit in with who I am. He saw me looking at. Mom! don't you knock?! marie said, we froze. marie's mom rolled her eyes when she saw us like that then asked marie, did you turn in your college registration? today is the deadline you know, this afternoon! oh, shit! marie said. i forgot! marie's mom rolled her eyes again then said, i thought so. get dressed, i'm driving you there myself. 5 minutes young lady! then she stormed out of the room and closed the door. marie turned to me looking all frazzled, then said, i forgot! i'm sorry! it's ok,.