See this would have been akward except for what happened earlier this morning. "How about we warm up for tonight?" she asked sexily. Now I was getting...excited."Hell yeah!" She threw herself on my as we kissed, I asked I we should move to my bed. More comfortable for sex than the leather couch. We kind of undressed on the way up, leaving our clothes on the floor, stairs , and hallway. As we made out and fell onto my bed. "Can I put it in?" I asked. " Yeah!" she said really excited her pussy was. She's got a better sense for clothes, and I wanted to look perfect.Kay is always down for shopping, so we hit the Promenade and had lunch. Shopping on an empty stomach is bad luck according to her. During lunch she grilled me. Ok, ok, she merely wanted to know what I was looking for. It felt like a grilling though."Are we shopping for a special occasion? Or, even better, a special someone?" she asked over the rim of her wineglass."No, just need something new, I'm planning on going out tonight,. “Tell me.”“It’s just...” she was shaking. What was wrong with her?“Just what?”“I don’t know how to say this,” she gazed at me, chewing her lip nervously.“Just say it. Whatever it is.”“Getting married is a big thing,” she explained. “Huge. I don’t feel ready. There are too many things I want to do before I ever get married.”“Like what?” I countered. This was okay. She was going back to the arguments I’d roughly planned out in my head. “Whatever it is you want to do, we can do it while we’re. She was still playing with me, so I was hoping that this was helping my cause as well. She did relax her legs a little more, enough for me to have three fingers worth of width down there to work with. I continued rubbing her, kissing her also. I managed to finally worm one of my fingers under her leg hole, but when I did, she stiffened right up, tightening her legs again so that my hand was restricted totally. We were at an impasse. I couldn't go forward, I also couldn't retreat. We stayed just.