“Let me just finish this beer and I’ll be ready to go.” What he meant was Please stop touching my cock for a minute so I don’t have a boner wh...n I get up! I got the hint and let go of him. I could tell that Tina had not stopped stroking Nick, though. Her shoulder muscles were rippling just slightly, so I knew what she was doing. About a minute later, Phil asked if I was ready for that beer and we got up and exited the hot tub, leaving Tina and Nick alone. Once we got down the hall and around. Jon couldn't look at me he just kept staring at his food but me well i kept looking at Jon but not making look obvious i was doing that. All i kept think it "What should i get him to do first?" How long do i blackmail him for? Will he like what i have in store for him or will he cave and just tell me to fuck off and tell if i want?" All these questions where going round my head and i couldn't shake them off.. He just keeps staring at his food and all i want to do is tell him to cheer up but. "Either out there in the showroom or outside! Anddon't think I won't kick you out just as you are now if you give me theleast bit of trouble! Now mince out there. Go on -- Mince!"And so -- the very picture of an attractive young lady humiliatinglygarbed as a baby -- I sauntered out before the crowd.Whistles and cries of admiration greeted my debut. The crowd ofcustomers seemed to have nearly doubled! I tried to make my mind a blankas I sauntered among them, turning this way and that as they. I still felt totally aware and strong, but a bit hazy. I had to be careful not to drop dead where I stood or in route to my final choice. I picked up both knives and jammed the left one into my far left side. I carefully chose a spot up on my right chest between two ribs and, with both hands, pushed the dagger home. The pain was fierce and I fell to my knees. I looked at myself in the mirror and felt like I would faint. My body was horribly and savagely injured now. I had some smelling salts on.