Her hairs were wet too and were tied in a pony, a strand of hair over her cheek. Her long waxed legs without a single hair. She was looking like an an...el.I just stood there and tried to hold her, hug her and to get lost in her beauty but she started to ran away and she was more beautiful from back side. Her towel was not covering her back and was exposing more of her beauty,a black mole just below her neck and fair back with the best curves and I was just lost in her beauty standing there as it. " Ben looked up from his computer as I got off the bed to answer them and winced as I walked. As soon as I opened the door they burst straight in, no doubt hoping to catch Ben with his pants off. Immediately they sensed something was wrong. I guess my face still showed signs of my crying and I stood awkwardly, feeling the pain of my body weight on the sore muscles, just by standing although it wasn't anywhere near as bad as earlier."What's wrong Em?" Connie sounded concerned and then looked. I realized as I walked away that I was leaving a part of my heart behind,and it hurt worse than anything, but I knew she needed more than what Icould give her. That the best way I could love her was to let her go.I argued with myself all the way home, and finally reached a compromisethat would mean while I would cheer her on until she got a real family,once that happened I would step back so they could have the chance to bondwith her.I went home and wept.The next day, I felt a little better,. This was the last thing I'd ever expected to hear from my older sister, but considering what'd happened with Shanna and Shannon, not to mention Nancy and Gina, her words didn't bother me. A few weeks ago, I probably would have freaked out."Dad told me that he would tell everyone what a pervert I was, unless I let him...touch me. He hid the diary, so I couldn't get rid of it." I could see that it was a huge effort for her to make this confession to me; by the way she held my hands loosely, the.