......After I'd quickly introduced myself to a couple of the brothers to get my name out there, I went straight the fuck home. And, of course, 30 minu...es after getting home, I was still rock hard and fighting with the need to touch my dick. Turns out, all that kept playing in my head was the scene I'd witnessed earlier.I'd tried pulling up porn to get the image out of my head, but nothing was working. I quickly found that I was not in the mood for white on white porn. So I gave in and switched. The last few weeks had been a rollercoaster of emotions I was barelyprepared to process now, let alone in those moments then. My mindfluctuated so hard every day between loving my new clothes and wanting tokeep going and accept my feminized persona and be Lily with Erin all thetime, and hating what I had become, wanting it only to be over andregretting that I ever had to be chosen in the first place. I loved mynew clothes and I loved Erin, but I was ashamed to love them like I didand I was. I felt really great and responded with a kiss on his cheeks too. After all he was my best friend.He then pulled me even closer and kissed on my rosy lips. That was first time ever I was kissed by a guy. I felt really nice but same time I felt it’s not proper too. So I pulled myself out of his arms. No aditya! Please. Come on minty! He said, I love you! I always want you to be with me!But… Come on dear! I know you also like me! Don’t you? Yes! I use to like him a lot. I could not answer him. He. "Tonight I have lived one of my fantasies on your train and I think you have probably seen the whole thing take place, and graciously allowed it to happen. Thank you for letting us finish." She glances up at the camera above and she looks a little coy for a brief moment, her cheeks flush a light pink.He takes her hand now and speaks to me this time. "We have enjoyed our time here tonight but there is another fantasy we would love to make happen if you would help us."I wait and see his eyes.