As kisses went, it was, well, it wasn't much of a kiss at all; but no kiss had ever had more meaning to her.When she giggled, Josh had to ask "Well, y...u cry, and then it's funny?" Oh, I was thinking of that kiss in The Princess Bride. Josh, I'm just so happy." That kiss?" Yeah, you know, the one that rated as the most romantic kiss there ever was. That one probably wasn't, but it's absolutely the best kiss I've ever had." She rested her head on his shoulder.Eventually Josh tilted her head up. "Sharon's room was typical for an almost-16-year old. A little bigger, maybe, but otherwise filled with normal girly stuff, old dolls, a vanity table, computer, CD player, a few pictures of horses, and, sure enough, ballerinas. Above her queen-size bed was her famous, to me at least, Chippendales poster. Don't even get started with that, girl, I told myself. Maybe later, but you have more pressing things to do than get all drooly and mushy over a bunch of hunks!I swept into her walk-in closet.. If I let him nurse again, I won't be able to stop. I'm afraid of what might happen if we do go all the way, and afraid of what might happen if we don't.March 24 I'm still in a quandary, but describing this to you, Dear Diary, is cathartic for me. It externalizes all this a bit and gives me some distance from it so I can think more clearly. Thanks for being here. You're keeping me sane.Dave has been pestering me to nurse again, and I've been refusing, but today he switched tactics. He said I at. "Al Jr. does your yard too, I see," said Ann. "If only I was a few years younger... my, my, look at that tight stomach and... that hard little ass." How naughty of you to think such a thing... he is beautiful though, isn't he?" whispered Sarah. "Look at those shoulders... gracious me! What a pleasant sight."Ann and Sarah settled into a relaxed gin and tonic mode in Sarah's opulent den. Both watched with iniquitous fascination as Al Jr. moved about the backyard. Each circuitous trip brought him.