It really became three hats when we had our interlocking group and I felt empathetic towards the directors. It's like I got into the heads of the acto...s and directors, sensing their frustrations or their joys and thus having a profound understanding of how plays worked or didn't work. It's like seeing, hearing, breathing and even eating theater had tuned my mind to such a fine level of insight that I felt on the edge of being overwhelmed. I had to restrain myself from putting my two cents in. Maybe the doctor would have a little sympathy.She listened to my tale of woe, her face giving no indication whether or not she pitied me. When I finished she said, "Well, let's do the rest of the physical and then we'll retake your pressure. Maybe it'll come down a little and I can pass you."That was kind of a vague declaration, one that only increased my anxiety, but events were clearly outside of my control. She ran me through the standard regiment of tests; listening to my lungs and heart,. The charming one, with the trimmed beard, and the dull look on his face, has caught my eye. I immediately shift my body back towards the bar, and finish off my martini. After three drinks, I’ve already started to get a little hazy. Brandon’s already been ogling the one he’ll catch tonight, and Jeff’s running them down the river – there’s a reason he always goes out, because he can never catch one. In my effort to ignore the two of them, I glance down the bar, catching the eye of this hot. She took apart his pocket watch when they were both ten because hecomplained that he had to wind it every day and he kept forgetting. Heremembered the way she did nothing but stare at the tiny gears and thingsfor a whole week before she started putting it back together. The next dayshe came running up to him, her ponytail bouncing back and forth, and shehanded him the watch with a grin."I fixed it! You still should wind it every day, but if you don't it willkeep going until you remember."He did.