Tim thanked her as she walked away. J.T. waited until he heard the footsteps on the stairs before he continued. ‘Here’s what I don’t get, man,�... J.T. said. ‘You’re one of the most resilient people I know. It’s been three years since that happened.’ ‘How do you know if I’m resilient?’ Tim shot back. ‘Resiliency means being knocked down and getting back up. When have I ever been knocked down, J.T.? I had the typical American childhood – loving parents, lots of good friends, never worried about. "There are ... issues." Fine, but if that is leaving you feeling frustrated, that's no reason to be taking it out on Harley and me. We don't have to put this suit back on you know." That wasn't part of the deal," he said after a lengthy silence, during which I tossed the baseball up and down, trying to grab it in midair."No it wasn't," I agreed. "But the deal didn't say anything about you throwing temper tantrums just because your 'grand plan' had a few flaws in it either, did it?" No," another. Alan still used the name "Brown" since herefused to take his stepfather's "sissy" surname.Alan was a 17 year old, Caucasian boy with pasty, pimpled skin. He wasfive-feet-five with a muscular body, honed from the many labour jobsthat he could find. He had messy, blond hair that dropped just below hisears and his disjointed nose was from years of fighting. He was acutelyaware of his five inch penis but still got his rocks off with girls;usually because he didn't give them a choice.Today he was. Me: again.what the fuck does this have to do with me.lisa: im a vergin! and i dont want my first time to be a horrable experance because i really like eric and i think he might be the one. i dont want him to think that im shitty in bed.me:oklisa: so i talked to stacy about it and she said the best person to talk to was you. i told her i didnt need someone to talk to i just need someone that i could trust to be careful with me on my first time and not to expect the world from me. she told me.